Have you ever wanted something so badly, and it feels like it is just at the end of the fishing line.. You know what I'm talking about.. This feeling, it's like one of those days that you go fishing.. certain that day will be the day you "catch the big one". Instead, your great fishing excursion turns into one of those days that you just sit there with your line in the water, losing bait..
Well, that's been my day. My week actually!! I want something so badly, it is literally driving me crazy! Here's the kicker; I can't control it.
Now, I suppose it is safe to say that I have some issues with control.. I don't like it when people try to control me, and I don't favor the feeling of being manipulated. Unfortunately this particular situation is completely out of my control. Well, that's not entirely true.. I controlled the portion that I could.. but now I'm wondering if it was enough. Was it enough? Am I enough? I just don't know..
Guess I will have to put this on the back burner and keep waiting (see.. I can control that)..
Have a good night everyone, and a happy tomorrow.
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